Retina Ablatio

kata-kata itu sungguh asing di telinga
bahkan tidak pernah terpikir untuk dialami,
tapi ALLAH SWT rupanya memberikan cobaan yang itu untuk-ku.
seperti tertulis di kalam Nya,
bahwa kita tidak mungkin untuk tidak diberi cobaan:
bahwa untuk menjadi kuat kita harus dicoba,
bahwa mungkin untuk membuktikan rasa sayang dan cinta kita pada Nya,
kita harus dicoba.

after all these eyes are belong to HIM, then if HE's going to take it, I must let it go.

the hard thing is when you have to share it with your beloved ones...but I have to be strong... this is not the end of the world, this is part of your Qadar...destiny... and all you've got to do is ... salamah...



AWAL MULA

ada seperti shadow on the upper of my right eye, and it disturb me when I'm going to dark place or when night driving after working.

after 2 weeks, I decided to meet the doctor (Opthomologist ?) in RS.Aini, they said that there's one injury in my retina, that they have to operate (sceral buckle)... well it's so shocking, I feel so.......down.....but I have to double check on it then I go to JEC, they said excatly the same, as here I was shown the procedure and told the + and - impact to this kind operation (vietreotinal)... and its not that simple at all (next time I'll attach the detail).

well, nampaknya memang harus operasi, semoga ALLAH memberikan predikat lulus untuk ujian ini kepadaku ... amin...