prayer for the dying; performed by Seal 1994

Fearless people,
Careless needle.
Harsh words spoken,
And lives are broken.

Forceful ageing,
Help me I'm fading.
Heaven's waiting,
It's time to move on.

Crossing that bridge,
With lessons I've learned.
Playing with fire,
And not getting burned.
I may not know what you're going through.
But time is the space,
Between me and you.
Life carries on... it goes on.

Just say die,
And that would be pessimistic.
In your mind,
We can walk across the water.
Please don't cry,
It's just a prayer for the dying.
I just don't know what's got into me.

Been crossin' that bridge,
With lessons I've learned.
...learned...............

Playing with fire,
And not getting burned.
...burned burned...

I may not know what you're going through,
But time is the space,
Between me and you.  

There is a light through that window
...light through that window...
Hold on say yes, while people say no

Life carries on
...on on on...

I'm crossing that bridge,  
With lessons I've learned....  
I'm playing with fire,  
And not getting burned....  
I may not know what you're going through.
But time is the space,
Between me and you.  
There is a light through that window.  
Hold on say yes, while people say no

'Cause life carries on....

It goes on
It goes on
 

Life carries on.

When nothing else matters.

When nothing else matters.

I just don't know what's got into me.

It's just a prayer for the dying.
...dying dying dying dying...

For the dying.

 

Exhale (shoop ... Shoop ...); performed by Whitney Houston

Everyone falls, in love sometimes
Sometimes it's wrong, and sometimes it's right
For every win, someone must fail
But there comes a point when...
When we exhale, yeah yeah

Say, shoop, shoop, shoop...
All you gotta do is say shoop, shoop, shoop...
My Lord now, shoop, shoop...

Sometimes you laugh, sometimes you cry
Life never tells us, the whens and whys
When you've got friends, to wish you well
You'll find a point when, you will exhale

Yeah, yeah
Say, shoop, shoop, shoop..
Say shoobedoo...

Oh, hearts are often broken
When there are words unspoken
In your soul there's, answers to your prayers
If you're searching for, a place you know
A familiar face, somewhere to go
You should look inside your soul
And you're half way there

I say shoop, shoop...
Feels all right, you can say shoop...

20092009

The Curhat

It's a magic date, don't you think? For some people, today might be a very special day for having their birthday (some of my friends does)... And for the whole muslims in this earth, it's really is a special day.

Celebration of winning over our nafs... Remember our beloved prophet once said that 'the most hardest - weighted jihad is jihadun nafs'

Eid Mubarak 1430 H

Today is a happy day, grateful day, but in the same time the saddest time it is...
Keep asking and wondering my self for wasting my time and not improving the quality time of my ibadah...

Keep hoping and praying for meeting the next Ramadhan and enjoying every minute to ibadah.. More and more ...

Please ya Allah...just more chances...
Coz it feels soooo warm sooo comfort sooo cozy... (Aku lebih dekat dari urat leher mu...) We need you more we not even dare to imagine

The scenes

Si mbak udah pulang kampung dari hari Kamis...syukurnya sebelum si mbak pulang, sempet masak 2 penganan siap saji meski tanpa sayur godog. Sayur godog-nya kita pesan dari mbak Yayah, langganan gang belakang sekaligus ketupatnya juga...

Tumben nich tahun perhitungan Nasab dan rukyah-nya sama untuk penentuan hari raya... So keramean nggak begitu terbagi...

Ritual tahun ini as usual, dimulai dengan malam takbiran di rumah Ibu dan aki di cibubur.

Malam takbir ditandai dengan hujan deras segarnyaaa semoga berkah...

Setelah hujan usai dan setelah isya kita mudik kesana :-) di sana udah ada Om Yudie n keluarga..

Ndilalah sinyal ISAT sempet mogok, so bukan cuman pertukaran data, tapi juga Voice ama text.. No no no banget.. Sampe sempet beli nomor baru, gak taunya sami mawon.

Shalat Ied bareng di mesjid komplek... Ech ya kok khatib nya banyak salah... Astagfirullah...gak nyadar sich cuman rada bingung di doa part aja, di rumah baru tuch papa yang bilangin kesalahan sang khatib... Masya Allah, hanya Allah yang Maha Berkehendak.

Having breakfast di rumah Mama, dengan membawa dondongan masakan Mama... Eh ya ditambahin juga sama penganan orang Ciledug ...duh makasih ya Ma'O....pulang kampung lagi ke rumah. Abis drop all things baru ke rumah Enyak...ealah di Abang yang bobo di mobil gak mau ikut ke enyak katanya mau tidur dulu... Ya udah ditinggal aja deh...

Di rumah enyak, mencegat kakak kakak yang kebetulan justeru udah nongkrong duluan disitu...Sempet ngider ke rumah beberapa encing...

Abis Zhuhur balik ke rumah, nyiapin lunch buat kurcaci yang lagi bobo, dan nyusulin yang satu lagi pulang nebeng Mama Nunki.

Terpaksa nolak semur enyak yang lezat
Itu karena inget barang pampasan segambreng di rumah... Hemm nikmatnya....(Papa sich biar aja makan di rumah Enyak, duta kita dey)

Ngider dilanjutkan malam hari, setelah nunggu hujan yang mengguyur lagi.. Alhamdulillah berkah...ke rumah kakak tertua... Sayang pada nggak ada, cuma mama Bibah yang ada, dapet Baltic dech... Ech Ibu nya juga dapet lagi.. Ajiibbb...

Teeth Mistery

Magrib, gigi si Abang patah... Menjelang tidur giliran gigi Alfin.. Halah kok bisa kompak ya???

Cobaan

Ya Allah berikan perlindungan pada umat Mu yang di saat bersamaan tidak merasakan kebahagiaan dan kecukupan yang kami rasakan, yang kehilangan tempat tinggal, yang sakit, yang menganggur... Berikan mereka kenikmatan ya Allah dan jadikan cobaan yang dihadapi menjadi batu ujian untuk keimanan level lebih tinggi dari sebelumnya...amin

Wilujeng Boboran Siam 1430H

Awfully Chocolate vs unLawfully addicted

Chocolate is something that I can't refuse
I love chocolate in any mood and any sense
I love its darkness and bitterness
I love it both plain or mixed with nut, cashew nut, pistachios or macadamia.
I love it in cake (black devil, opera, hem hem...)
I fully love it in ice cream
But I don't find it comfortable, when it's mixed with raisins, dates or a plain choco drinks. Although I ate it anyway when someone give it to me (again! Except the plain choco drinks....)

Love chocolate in every corner of places, love it to find its unique taste brought up from tradition and local lifestyle.

So don't blame me when I saw a nice arrogantly corner at Plaza Indonesia namely Awfully Chocolate... And can't stand the seduction of a small silver tin filled with dark chocolate cookies... Heemmm so tempted...

The chocolate girl even confirmed me more and more whether I were fasting... Otherwise she would gave tester of its choco tartlet and cake ...uurgghh ... Mbak ! Gak sopan banget deyyy....

And you know what? The tartlet is heavenly yummmyyyy
The choco taste filled up through my fore head... Hem.. Hem... Now... Let's try on to the cookies, shall we ???